60 DAYS TO LIFT- OFF

Forty-five days till I leave Cambria, sixty days till I leave the USA.  I’m Feeling a bit of anxiety today, even though I’ve packed the daily average of TWO BINS a day. Plus clearing out, or ‘culling’ as I call it. Today I also did some shredding of closed acct checkbooks and old address books, etc. So I’m okay, am making progress. But am still feeling anxiety. Sick to my stomach, which could be the crud remnants. Or maybe it’s just the other way around, anxiety and stress could be causing the sicklies.  Yep. Most likely. Stress causes sickness. Okay, breathe deeply, turn it all off - the trip, the packing, finances, Linda’s illness. All of it. I have to level myself out. Time to relax. A full night of thoughtlessness ought to do it. Mindless series binge-watching on Netflix, yes. And then some inspirational reading later while in a hot bath before bed and lights out. I feel like my character Jessica in MIDNIGHT IN VEGAS. Planning my night to the minute. Lololol.